Bitter

In the depths of my soul, My hearts been bottomed out

Lights have dimmed, the sparkle in your eye's out

My mind wanders dazed in this fog, Searching for you, Searching for a way out.

You led me through dark times 

Guiding light, Embalming my pain

Raising me from the depths of my shame, To the cliffs of redemption

And now you've pushed me over

As I fall through the dark clouds 

The wind whistles your name

And as the black earth embraces me

I taste your love one last time 

And its bitter. 

With or without you, now it feels just the same

Who's at fault, who's to blame

Your passion's frozen over,  And what's a moth to do, without it's flame

You'd blow hot and cold

That I could take 

But now there's nothing, and I'm running out of air

I'd cry for help, 

but you just don't care 

I feel the walls closing in

The fight in me's fading

And as darkness washes over everything 

I look back to the memories of you

And they're bitter.